Love sucks + Hetalia = Bipolar feelings

Love sucks so bad.....why am I even trying? I can never win at it. I like him a lot but I'm positive I'm just a(n) burden/annoyance to him.

I have never been this depressed. Seriously. I'm going to end up turning emo eventually, so if you see an emo chick, it's most likely me. Though....I'm not a chick. I'm a girl. Haha. /fails/

But....I'm trying to pretend I'm happy. It's worked so far, but my depression takes the best of me sometimes. I need those depression pills.

So Hetalia....I bought that one UK pillow.

I haven't gotten it YET, this was on the LJ journal.

But yeah, I'm (im)patiently waiting for it. It's uber cute. I also bought Hetalia bookmarks/buttons.


The America, England, China, France, Japan, and Canada bookmarks. The naked!France and Waiter!UK buttons.

Also I was supposed to get my Hetalia One Coin Figures, but they 'changed the date to December 31st' >A> I pre-ordered FOR August 31, but no, they had to change MY order to DECEMBER. Wtf.


And now I'm waiting to see what I can spend the rest of my $15 on. Hahaha. But currently everything is above $15 NOT including shipping costs....so...I'm a little short.

Sorry for wasting your time.....

......bye.

Hetalia Updates+Life ((FML lol))

So at the Hetalia community on LJ, some time around 10 PM TODAY (but some of you might read this days or even weeks later), they posted THIS.

HETALIA....VENDING MACHINES. ONLY ABOUT 1.60 DOLLARS ((150 YEN))
OKAMI-CHAN'S PARADISE! IT'S NEXT TO A TOUHOU VENDING MACHINE!!!


LOOK AT THEM!!! ISN'T FRANCE SEXY?!
FLAVORS. I ONLY KNOW THAT FRANCE IS LIKE FRENCH GRAPE OR SOMETHING. LIKE, WINE. 8| AND SOMEONE HAD TEA. WAS IT YOU, ENGLAND?!

So anyways....yeah my life's kinda going downhill right now. It's all good, it's all good....my Econ teacher was talking about recession. I think it's just like that...this year's just been horrible. To me, to Miranda, to Okami-chan in some ways, to Remmie.....

Plus, that fire in LA. The smoke's comin' over the mountains all the way to me. Not a whole lot, since we don't live THAT close, but it's still here. I hope the fire dies down...

AND LOVE SUCKS. 8| HOW CAN SOMETHING BE SO DISGUSTING/ANNOYING/HORRIBLE YET BEAUTIFUL/HAPPY/ENJOYABLE? I HATE THAT. And I'm really sick. Must be a summer cold...

Anyway, byebyes! *cough sneeze sniffles*

Weird...haha. And other things.

I was checking my most popular video (an AlfredxArthur video) on youtube, and yeah, I can see that females loved it. But look at the males...below.If you can't see it, that says:

This video is most popular with:
Gender....................................Age
Female................................13-17
Female................................18-24
Male....................................45-54 <-- This is what I circled.

Ain't that weird? Hahahaha, I guess old men love man on man porn too. (laughs)



Well, in other news...

It's almost time to go back to school...and my friends still don't want to do anything this week, while there's nothing to do....(sigh).

Maybe because what I want to do is not to their appeal? All I wanted was an International Party where we share food from different cultures...I'm not asking you guys to dress as Hetalia characters haha.

Also, I want to create a blog with someone...Kiiru-san is extremely inspirational...(laughs). She's already sharing a blog dedicated to Igirisu with a friend. Okami-chan, do you want to share? Or maybe Remmie? Heh, I don't know.